Adjusting in a room with wanna be doctors and engineers is a hell frustrating. I respect both professions and people who pursue them as they play an important role in our society and its development. But why the hell do I have to fit in with them? Why do I have to take the road taken by all? While I want to make my own road and follow my own heart. This is not just a situation faced by me but there are many people around me who are also stuck in the same dilemma. Its the scream of many souls who crave for some change.
In some cases parents do not support their child's choice which is definitely not in my case. I am lucky because my parents are with me on pursuing my goals. However majority of parents control the interests of their children.
If we tell our different ideas to anybody, first they will be shocked, then irritated by our thinking and then they will conclude that we are acting childishly.
But the real truth is that we are not joking at all. We are utter serious. Our schools and colleges, alas!, are not providing solid support. They don’t provide teachers for other subjects except sciences. Also they after hearing your ideas will react like you are a clown with red noses. That’s the big encouragement we get at the end...........uhn!!
Universities also are playing the same tune. In the universities if you pass the entry test in golden marks you get into the engineering, medical and other sciences departments (being enrolled as if you are an intelligent and are on the right track. If you don’t, you are a loser and a big fool) and the losers are thrown into the departments like social sciences, arts and language etc. That’s how our society deals with the junk, according to their orthodox point of view).
Perception about the students who really are interested in these so called junk subjects, is also really discouraging. If somebody says that she has an ambition to be a cook or a veterinary doctor majority of people after listening that will just make fun and laugh out loud. Its there way of telling us that we daft as a brush.
Oh God!.. When are they going to change their illiterate attitude? I know that InshaAllah I will carry out my plans one day.I do pray and hope to get over these hurdles between and face the music with daring determination because I wanna be different!!
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I am a free-spirited ambitious person! I am interested in writing,social sciences,history,archeology ,anthropology& English literature!!!!