The day was young but I was feeling a century old and feeble.My heart was mourning and my emotions were overheated. Hope the divine feeling was lost in the maze of the world. My life had fallen head over heels.Nothing mattered anymore because I thought that I was dead to the world like its to me .The sun was burning yellow and my soul was like the pit of darkness.The climb that day changed the way I saw things and I also found my long parted friend hope on it. My body was numb when I first started the climb on the hope mountain.My mind was full of messy stuff , hatred , problems ,fear, disappointment , disgust , anger , sadness , contempt and awe etc. Negativity was running through my blood .My backpack was full of my freaky emotions.On my way up the mountain instead of trees ,birds and animals.I just saw the things I have lost because of pessimism, frustration and negativity. I saw love, confidence, audaciousness ,compassion, passion, enthusiasm , trust ,care,peace and happiness etc etc.All the positive energy was in front of me but I couldn't even absorb teeny weeny bit of it.Because I had no hope.I was as strange as an alien to this place.But as I climbed one forth of the mountain I felt something changing. I felt a spark of light in my black heart. The spark made me continue ascending .That spark was not temporary it was increasing after every few steps.My steps became faster because I wanted more .Glee soon griped me and to my surprise I was smiling .The next couple of hours were blissful and so cheerful. Just as I was near the peak I saw the hut of optimism.I rushed towards it with high animal spirits but still astonished of the changes .I went in and came out of it as a new born. What happened inside is a secret which will always reside in my heart.But now I had the brighter view of life in front of me.All the things had a different feel and colour.Then by leap and bounds I got to the peak.And there awaited the hope for me with arms wide open.Hope to live,hope to be happy,hope to face the music and be who I am.Do whatever makes me feel positive and always support the truth .I descended back with my long separated friend hope and with the real me.That climb made me realize the worth of me and the worth of the precious hope.These words made sense that day:
" You don't have to feel like a waste of space
"You are original cannot be replaced "
"If you only knew what the future holds"
"After a hurricane comes a rainbow"
lyrics of song firework
khushu.............................