FACES............:-) , :-P , :-D , :-\ , :-(!!!!

There are countless faces around us painted with different colors of life.Few just stared at me right now .May be they just silently commented on me or were thinking something else.Who knows what mingling of neurons and thoughts is going on inside their minds because what I see is the masked face only.
I can't hear their thoughts because I don't own some mutant power like Edward.

EDWARD <3

I really wish that I could have a sneak peak into the minds around me but this wish is as impossible as getting an invisibility cloak.

HARRY'S MAGICAL INVISIBILITY CLOAK!!

Faces express emotions true as well as fake ones.Some expressions come on our faces naturally ,some are controlled ones and some are there just to get attention .But faces can also hide the deepest secrets away from the world.

CHESHIRE CAT !

For instance just now my class fellow gave me a Cheshire smile and asked me what am I doing.Her face depicted a sweet expression but the naked truth is she is the same girl I heard few seconds before talking really ill about me.But still I answered her that I was working on my next blog while having a fake expression of  sweetness .So that's how our faces disguise the reality in a fabricated mask.
Faces  mislead us by not expressing the heart's real feelings .Its hard to be a chary person and not to get trapped by the bluffing faces.

"FACES CAN TRICK YOU IN WAYS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW"
"AND AT TIMES YOU HAVE NO CHOICE TO  JUST  BOW"

Faces express love,sadness ,jealousy,pride,anger, anxiety ,surprise ,embarrassment,care,flirtatiousness, confidence ,tediousness ,audaciousness, disgust ,affection and boredom etc.Our faces can be truculent ,enigmatic and ecstatic too.Blank expression is also a weird mask of face but still interesting one .Its can confuse people,make them curious and can create a whooshing cyclone inside them.Faces also can give you sleepless nights .They can make you go head over heels in love with them or get you ragged over them too.

OLALALALAL................BLUSHING!!!:-P

Some faces make you stare at them for ages and also dream about them.(some make u blush too ...:-)  )

There are important faces,not so important faces and also the ones u hate.Some can also freak the hell out of you and turn into your bloodcurdling nightmares.Faces trigger all kinds of emotions inside you.

Every face has also a tale to tell of itself but what is revealed  depends upon the will of master.Gorgeous faces with great features are there and also the ugly ones(BUT PEOPLE SHOULD NEVER BE JUDGED BY THAT).Because there can be a pernicious being hidden behind a urbane face or a gentleman hidden behind a beastly face.
( FREE ADVISE:As its  said don't judge a book by its cover so don't ever judge a person by its facial beauty)
Faces can be of our friends, family ,foes, teachers, acquaintances, relatives, lovers or just another face in the crowd.

Another fun face world is :

 Addiction for many but its also a way to enjoy the company of different faces.

The only thing which I do and most of us do is to explore the faces in our own ways.Because curious minds of humans can never leave this adventure and cannot resist making theories of there observations.So let faces make your heart tingle and raise high alarms in your brain.

MISJUDGMENTS

Being misjudged is the worst feeling,

Its extremely hard to do the dealing,

Perception through all eyes varies,

They are not always  sweet berries,

First they all do is freak you,

They start a fire with a cue,

When after your adrenalin calms down,

Your mind tries not to frown,

Then you try to maneuver a way out of it,

Its the only hope to correct the bit,

But that bit is whooshing volcano inside,

On your face just fake expression resides,

Correcting everything is hard as steel,

We want everything should pass like a eel,

We hide our reaction and act smart,

But the misconceptions hurt our heart,

But we have to face the music bravely,

And free our selves from the society's slavery.

                             THE END

PS:People usually say that u should have a damn care attitude.We can try to have it but the truth is ,it bothers us a lot when we are misunderstood.We can pretend that we don't care .But the ugly truth deep is we do care.
Facing the music is the right attitude.We should analyze the whole situation and act calmly(means don't OVERREACT it only messes up the situation)!!

Wake up khushu!!:-)

So October was the last time I posted anything (and its December OMG ) .Its been a long time since I haven't uploaded anything.Reason is not that I have been busy.The lame reason is that I have been really  lethargic  and moody.So this post is just a wake up post for myself. WAKE UP KHUSHU!:-p

November was full of memorable and happy events.I wanted to write about them and even wrote a draft but sluggish me never uploaded anything.

November's happenings:

Meaty Bakra Eid went great ,enjoyed a lot with family.All three days were great.

ANA MAROOOO got engaged(that was the happiest event ).

Attended a conference "Big shift towards change"( superb learning experience and fun too)

Details maybe would come soon if  I will be  in  mood to upload( yeah I am mooddy  :-P)

WAKE UP KHUSHU................:-p

So soon there will be something on my blog  because I am trying to get over my lazy phase.

Random poem :-D

High up the skies,

Where the free spirit flies,

With the swift moves,

The cold air booms,

Across the clouds of happiness,

Where the birds feel freeness,

That's the place where I celebrate with joy,

And its also my refuge when ever I cry.

            THE END

PS: From few days everything has just turned a bit  challenging so me maneuvering a way outa it  .And have  started a few things from ABC!Fingers crossed that everything works out well...........................

REST IN PEACE SIR ERROL .......................................MISS U !!

SIR ERROL IN HIS JOLLY MOOD!!!

So on the 20th -October -2011 , I lost a dear teacher and administrator.It is really heartrending for me and my school  that he is no more with us.He was ill since last few years but still his death was shocking for us all.We were all really grieved by his death.  
The sparking and great personality left us on his journey of after life.  He was an awesome human being . He was cheerful and funny  too.He had sweet relations with all because all people he met turned into his friends.

As an administrator he was the best we could ever get.He believed in studies with fun.He took me and my fellow mates on many excursions and also planned loads of fun things for us. He taught us to help poor and needy in any way we could.He took initiative  to raise funds for mental hospital patients and also for flood victims .He was a sweet fatherly figure to all his students .His death was  heartbreaking and it created a space which could never be filled . His funeral was attended by all his students including previous ones .Many teachers and his former colleagues also attended it.It was indeed a  mournful and melancholy for us all.    

But still its the rule of the world that everybody has to leave  one day.This world is just an exam for us all not our real destiny. Real life is after death  and all that counts are our good deeds.

                OUR DEEDS AND LIFE AFTER DEATH

"life is an exam which will be soon gone"
"God will of God in this world should be is just won"

"That's a straight way to  beautiful heaven"
"This is the quest we all are in"


"Help people in the state of need"
"And God will always give u feed"

"Make yourself a sincere human being"
"The life after death is the real beginning"


Sir Errol was an excellent person and he had a heart of gold for all people.We truly gonna miss him.I pray that God give his family patience to bear this lose.
May God bless him and may his soul rest in peace.

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT......................................

Life is like a roller coaster ,
It can also be a terrifying monster.

 
It can be mellow sweet as well,

And sometimes you have to hide in shell.



Life can be an adventure,
And a really funny creature.

Life is full of glittery laughs,
You can do wonders by using beautiful crafts.
 
Life can make you cry seas ,
But anything can stop it with a breeze.
 
Life is to sing and dance,
Like it gives you a precious chance.

 
Life is also like a showering rain ,
Which helps you so negative feelings could drain.
 
Life sometimes makes you hate things,
But try not to stick to it cause its evil jinx.

 
Life can break your heart in hundred bits,
Also it has thousand ways to again make it fit.
 
Life makes your teeth chatter,
Fear nothing but GOD cause that's better.
 
Life can make you nervous on the big day,
Don't hesitate cause its just another step in future u just lay.
 
Envying others is not the right attitude,
For the things you own you should have gratitude.

 
Life bestows you with beautiful relations,
They are God's extraordinary creations.
 
Life has great love for you,
Which changes everything on just one cue.
 
Its full of everything in just one kit ,
It is the life as we know it.

NO OPTIONS

I am trapped in a dark closed box,
Its like all around me are just rocks.

No way out is there for me from here,
As losing me in this is just my fear.

Nobody is there to help me out,
All I can do is just shout ,shout and shout.........

I am on this journey of loneliness,
Inside of me is being filled with weird creepiness.

My all talent is left to be rotten,
I feel like one day my true identity will also be forgotten.

Everybody suggests me to just wait and compromise,
And by this advise my heart just fries.

If I complain that chemistry and physics can never be my cup of tea,
All say you should take interest and find their key.

But that’s for sure that I don’t have any option,
Helping me finding out one is not anybody's intention.  

                               
They want me to bang my head on wall for two years,
Losing the real me in the quest is just my fear.

I am trapped in a dark closed box ,
Its like all around me are just rocks.

Written By A Frustrated Soul




This is being printed in my school's newsletter!!!And I wrote it while I was getting nothing in my physics class!So in heated frustration wrote this one!! Many of you may wonder what I really want. I have no interest in   pre -med  or pre -eng , but I have no other options in my school!So unfortunately I am a pre med student!I have tried to have something else to study but cant cause of many reasons!So for  Intermediate me gonna study this whether I want this or not!!If u wanna know my interests u can read @ wanna be different ( my previous post)..................anyways I hope u like the poem!! And one thing more usually I don't have such negative feelings and mostly I am high spirited girl!But sometimes the other side also gets over me                   ( natural phenomena)

It doesn't rain it pours.................( lets help the victims of the pouring rain)!!!

RAINING  CATS AND DOGS.....................................:-@

As I am writing this, outside its raining cats, dogs ,lion ,I mean whole jungle.............:-(

I have never seen such ferocious rainy season ever in my life.And our drainage system is icing on the cake.I live in Qasimabad whose almost every nook and corner is having standing water .The famous Wadhu Wah ;-( is also overflowing.But my street is the best of all cause in it water has entered into our garages because of choked gutters.And if it continues to rain we will have to welcome the rain plus gutter water into our deary lounges.Isn't it hell ironic.
It makes me hot under the collar that why ? 
Why does our drainage system doesn't work well?But what can be done  to it  has been ragged since it was made.Anyways beside being angry on it  ,I also am really scared right now from the weather . Because the ever so lovely rain is turning into a catastrophe for us the sinful people...........  

MAY  GOD BLESS US  AND HAVE MERCY ON US!!
MAY HE FORGIVES US FOR ALL THE WRONGDOINGS
                     AMEEN............................

You know what one of my friend said about the rain   " That the rain is really getting hilarious". That wasn't funny at all but I really liked  the description.

Anyways back to that scary rain  .The rain which is devastating the whole SINDH .Whole  SINDH  is tormenting . People are dying in large numbers, cattle are dying, crops destroyed,people are left homeless and food less.

CROPS FILLED WITH WATER......................

PEOPLE IN SEARCH FOR SAFE PLACE!!......................

TAFFIC JAM  DUE  TO RAIN.......................PEOPLE TRAPPED!!!

VICTIMS TRYING TO GET FOOD FOR THEM!!.....................................

BOATS BEING USED TO GET OUT OF FLOODED HOMES..................................

POOR CATTLE ABOUT TO DROWN IN FLOOD WATER!!.......................................

WOMEN SAVING HER CHILDREN.........................................................

Their whole lives are stirred by rain this year.The areas and people were just recovering from last years flood and this year again  rain increased their misery.
At least 22 districts have been labeled as disaster zones, most of them on the left bank of the River Indus.

At least six million people have been affected with half a million having lost everything. At least 269 people are already confirmed to have died.

The main cities are also flooded like Badin Mir purkhas ,Sanghar, Karachi and also  many other villages. Thar side where they never get enough rain  ,this year its also flooded. .Water borne disease like Malaria and Diarrhea etc have also increased . Its really heartrending to watch the misery all around me. My home's situation will get better I know that ( if the rain stops now,which I hope it INSHALLAH will ) .And ALLHAMDULLILAH I have a shelter, food and all necessities but what about the real victims?

( latest update :After few days my areas conditions went back to normal)

The big question now is what to do to help the victims in this predicament? Is The government doing enough  for the victims ( which I don't think so that they are doing much or what they should and are elected for to do) .Whatever they are doing or not I don't want to get into that debate and details. My concern here is what an individual can do to help ? like last year I hope we all will stand again for our brothers and sisters . Volunteer and raise funds to help them.

What are you gonna do it is up to you to decide. You gonna sit in front of your  TV  and computers.And watch the victims on it but do nothing.  I also know that a lot of you may have helped them by now. But if not this is the time to make yourself  useful to humanity.
I am an Intermediate student and with no job (means no salary). But I have a voice which I wanted to raise for the flood victimized people .And Inshallah I am gonna try my best to do more. Cause every little contribution is helpful.
So lets  stand for the people of our country............And help them through difficult times .Cause who knows next time we all can be the suffering victims and in search of help.................

FRIENDS FOREVER............

from left to right : MEH , ZARA & TAHIRA.............................................

Zara Ghous........A very close friend.
Our story of  friendship is one of those odd kinds.In which you know each other since you were in junior classes but never became friends with each other.But  after many years when you really get to know each other closely .You become best  friends.

 We ourselves were surprised by this and wondered that why this didn't happen before .But its never too late to make friends for life.Even in two years we became bossom friends .

She is really intelligent, smart  and great human being. A sincere and awesome friend to have. She is superb stylist  and good at many other things too.She is now in America on an exchange program.I  miss her alot cause she is not around me in 3d. But  me,Tahira and Zara {our tiny group of best friends } are still connected via hearts, facebook ,skype etc..........

TAHIRA ,ZARA AND ME!!

The last visit we had to her house was before her departure.That visit was lot different then our past get to togethers.In those two hours at her home we all had mixed feelings.We were keyed up as always  and were happy for Zara that she was going to accomplish wonderful things this year.And it would be the best year for her.We were also sad that we were going to miss eachother .But were satisfied too that no matter what we will stay connected.We giggled alot like carzy girls ( which happens all time with us) ,clicked pictures,hugged each other trillion times.
Zara and Tahira cracked  memon jokes which they always do without even noticing that I am also there in the same room with them and then at the end of it they laughingly  say " oh are u sitting here too? 

After that we had our Lari vs Otradi war.Which is always compulsory for us to fight .Me and Tahira gave her  goodbye gifts.And then with hugs and lots of wishes we left her house.That was a really memorable goodbye.Cause our  hearts were anxious as well ashappy that day.

Today as I am writing this there are many  memories  flying  in my brain .The fun , the emotional talks ,the bunking ,the parties , the group studies ( actually it was not group study it was Miss Zara tuturing us . We owe her our maths and physics marks: hehehehehhe) ,photos, laughs, arguments, fights and lot more carzy things......... Which maybe some other day I will share with you guys.
But today this was a small ride through my memories  and a goodbye post for Zara Ghous.

BYE JUST FOR ONE YEAR GHOUSIE!!

 Zara this a wish for you!

"May there always be work for your hands to do, may your purse always hold a coin or two. May the sun always shine on your windowpane, may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you, may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you."
                                                      -   Irish Blessing

THOSE MEMORIES CANT BE EVER FORGOTTEN!!

And I pray that we all three stay friends forever!!
love u Ghousi and Tahira!!................