Its all in my head

My brain-O-brain :p

I was sitting alone on a cliff and watching over the the rushing sea .And I was thinking .Uh !!my best friends say I am the queen of thinking and one day I will drive myself crazy .LOL,ain't I already crazy :p
So I was doing what I am best at.Though everybody thinks all the time and its natural phenomenon because they have a biological organ called brain.But I am part of that clan of humans which think a lot and I mean a lotttttttt.

So where were we, yeh so I was thinking.My nervous system was super active ,my dear brain had  many many thoughts flying in it on broomsticks and making a emotional cocktail.I had some weird stories being told in different voices all in my head which were pretty  alienish (Dictionary tells me there is no word like that but who cares :p ) .

Fantasies ,nightmares, reality all were jumbled  onto one another.Every dream I have ever had and the crazy stories I made out of them all were flying across.The aims I have and the things I wish for were spiraling all around too.Pictures of people were zooming in and out .They were also triggering the feelings I have for them.Memories from past were being played more clearer then HD quality.Every memory felt fresh ,even the ones that I so wanted to scratch away from my very soul. But I guess so today they were all there to jinx me.
 I was replaying  my favorite memories again and again in the hope to cling on to them forever .Staring long time at pictures of the people I love and tearing the ones over and over again who I so want to forget .One part of me was trying to bury some conversations deep which haunt me all the time .I was tying to erase worst past experiences ,awkward moments and unwanted stuff.

They can bring smiles and joy.At the same time can creep us out and making our life a living hell .

The blame game was going on too.Like who I blame for what happened in my life at different times. Cursing the ones who played games and broke my trust.But then I ended up cursing my self on my mistakes,stupidities ,wrong decisions and choices.

Blame game :@

Then came the happy times with loud trumpet's sound.The uncountable gleeful moments rolled and made my heart do that cheerful jumpy thing .
The best moments,achievements ,celebration and unforgettable time spent with all loved ones.The care ,love and importance those great people give me  and my true sincere feelings for them.The ones who always have my back and are there for me no matter what.And my promises to them to be there for them in time of joy and grief.

Olalallala I am soooo happy :D

The urge of doing crazy,risky and weird stuff was also developing. The craving to do something spontaneous was igniting in me .
Parchments of things to do and not to do were spinning around in my thinking trunk  too .
Some bullets of realization also struck me ,the bad habits I have and things I always do wrong.
Need to fix this and that (I made mental notes ).

Yin&Yang (My dark and Bright side )

And then to shut that all out I started singing one of my all time favorite song by blowing my vocal cords(News Flash :No ones ears were bleeding  by dint of my  bad singing because its all in my head  remember;) ).

 'Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
The wind in my hair and the sand at my feet
 Sometimes this life can get you down
It's so confusing
There's so many rules to follow
tAnd I feel it
Cause I just run away in my mind
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (The Animal Song by Savage Garden )
<3 <3 <3

Random:Another Animalic song I love <3  :p